music, makes the people, come together, yeah

Played soccer in the late afternoon with sam old pals..plying again this saturday.. had to cancel plans goin to sentosa as it is over-populated.. I got to talk to Mira after 2 days or 3..haha.. She told me about average Singapore girls..and its something better left unknown..hehe.. Sha likes somebody..haha..exciting to see ppl getting those happy and shy feelings..

I missed one..two..three..

I felt deep today..thought of the reason I came to earth.. I feel like I have not being doin much of what I am suppose to do living.. It seems sad to see myself to prioritise things in a wrong way.. In every moment.. I think of every second that past.. every hour that goes.. day after day.. What have I done correctly? What have I done to say I did good? What have I done to see myself through? Its always in my mind.. I am afraid.. to see myself.. I am thinking of it.. Those deep secrets I have kept to myself.. Those deep thoughts I have made.. Those undone things I have made yesterday..before yesterday..before yesterday.. When I close my eyes.. Where and when will it open again.. In any second it can happen.. I never want to feel regret.. I won't want to be cursed.. Have I done enough?