Sailing on my own boat..
Cruising through the easy ocean..
With blessed wind..
I saw a sinking ship right ahead..
Stopped to pull em up..
But stopped too long..
That I've been pulled down..
Water is boarding..
I thought i'm helping..
But maybe i wasn't..
I didnt know disaster would struck me..
I was alright.. I was alright..

Now I'm drowned in the deep ocean..
Thinking this would be the end of my long adventure..
I thought a lot of what set me off..
I thought a lot of what keeps me on..
I thought about.. too much to think about..
Maybe the last thing i had done is wrong..
Just maybe..
I've already guessed what will happen next..
The end of my journey..

But there's something i forgot..
The ocean isn't empty..
Filled with fishes..
Friends and Enemies..

I was pulled up..
To my gratefulness..
Friends were there..

I thought I sail only with the help of the wind..
But not for more..
I didnt realise that friends were underneath always watching me..
And always there when I need em..

Thank you..
Its for you..

....Should I help the sinking again?


Copyright Alfie

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So i've been reading the papers lately.. and i noticed its full of negative things.. like critics, murders,injuries,cheats,complains and lot more.. I hate reading about em.. Life isnt that sad right? I am sure theres a lot of happy things that HUMAN can read about.. sigh..

My soccer hasn't been good at all..
Out of..
6 layoffs, i got 2 correct..
3 shots, i got 1 on target..
4 high balls, i controlled 2..
5 crosses, i got 2 perfect ones..

thats bad..
I've been shooting empty ammo..
My mind just wasn't there..
I dont know why..

Empty days have been filling me..
Empty feelings have been killing me..
Empty mind have been confusing me..
Lets NOT talk about it..
Cuz i know that the ear wont be listening..

Okay.. I shall stop saying all those things that bothers me.. I dont want to be like the papers..

And the bright thing that have been with me is my family..
And my friends.. some of them..

Thats all I have to say for now..
Kill the time that hasnt been waiting..