Today is a day I should remember..
Its just like any other days,
but its a day that i realised an awful lotsa things..
Thru words of experience from friends,
I learnt to avoid what i could've gone through in times to come..

So today, someone called me Rockstar for the first time..
Thank you very much..

Honestly, I have nothing to blog about..
I find it difficult to write the history of my day when I am feeling pretty much normal and nothing exciting has strucked me lately..
so what i can blog about now is probably what i am thinking about now..
I'm gonna proceed and continue my bike license after some hold up for the month of January..
I've been dreaming about Vespas since days ago..
Maybe its a sign..

On the bus ride home.. I eavesdropped on a phone conversation from a dude sitting next to me..
I dont know who was on the line with him..
but he seems to be furious with the person he's talking to..
Asking about "How do you feel about me?" and "Who am I to you?" and "How many guys you like and what are those promises you made to me about?"

In mind, Gosh this is getting serious.. I felt like changing to another seat.. but no seat was available..

It kept playing in my mind when I reached home.. I remember the words I had for myself about not competing for a girl's love and if a girl treats getting her as a competition.. I won't be competing.. C'mon, what are you a trophy? Feelings are not to be competed for.. I really hate girls that "ouh, which guy should i choose to be my boyfriend?.. is it **** or **** or ****?" for girls who have those thoughts or think of being like that.. F- off.. For all i know, i'll not be in a competition.. If you think I am the one you wanna be with, then I'll be around.. If you take me in your game, I'll shut myself off from you.. Thank you..

Well, deep thoughts are a kill sometimes.. but its worth it to have it once in a while..

I've watched a few war movies and documentaries.. I really feel like doing something to have all wars in Earth to end.. I'm all out against wars.. A dispute between men and revenge, all not worth it for innocents to die.. Even soldiers, i don't think they want to fight, I believe they want to be home with their loved ones rather than having a gun in their hand ready to kill another soul..

For days to come, I hope they're gonna be fun and relaxing.. though i have assignments to complete.. few of em.. For those whose reading, have a good day and catch up with ya soon.. I'll be around..

Goodnite for now-
Alfie