I'm coming to find you..
If it takes me all night..
Wrong until you make it right..
And I won't forget you..
At least I'll try..

I was out shopping for a doll..
To say the least, I thought I'd seen them all..
But then you took me by surprise..
I'm dreaming bout those dreamy eyes..
I never knew, I never knew..
So take your suitcase, cause I don't mind..
And baby doll, I meant it every time..
You don't need to compromise..
I'm dreaming bout those dreamy eyes..
I never knew, I never knew..
But it's alright...
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Taken from 'Everything Will Be Alright - The Killers'

I picked out these phrases from the song.. The reason is it brought me memories that are still fresh in my mind.. It was like just yesterday.. But its too beautiful that I only remembered it, not the time.. Some things in life I won't wanna exchange even for anything..

A change is a sacrifice it may seem..
Some compromise even though out of hate..
Some understand instead of crying out loud..
It's said its for the better..
I don't believe..
If its not for yourself..

A sacrifice is thoughtful it may seem..
Only time will tell when it will last..
It won't be forever..
You'll be back to who you are..
I do believe..
If its not for yourself..

A compromise is painful it may seem..
It means some aren't as what is written..
This comes the definition of understanding..
A prove of your acceptance..
Like the saying of water and fire..
I do believe..
If its for yourself and another..

Love is beautiful it may seem..
It's what keeping the world alive..
And no writer could ever finish..
Writing about Love..

Love will change because of you..
Not you will change because of Love..

Love is not about a sacrifice for other..
Love is about a sacrifice for yourself..

Love will make you compromise..
Not you that will make love compromise..

Love has a part to understand yourself and other..
You and other has a part to understand about Love..

Probably, if you don't understand this.. You aren't in love..
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Taken from 'Heart And Mind' -Alfie

So I'm having my last paper on friday.. After that freedom will be restored for 6 weeks..
Lotsa catching up to do.. And probably, i'll be riding thru for bike license.. I am dreaming of it and make it a reality by june the earliest.. I can see my 2nd wife each time i close my eyes.. And its good to know that my 1st wife doesnt mind me having a mistress.. Although she's a bit jealous.. haha.. I believe its too sick to think that a non living thing makes a better girlfriend than a girl.. hehe.. they understand much better..

I'm taking photos of myself soon.. I need a change after doing my 2nd year of Poly.. New batch of photos.. New style.. And probably a new me.. Putting my words directly indirect and indirectly direct.. I learnt that it makes others understand a lot better.. Don't you think..

I watched Frasier the other day and there's this part where I this girl is too embarrassed to tell her boyfriend's job.. which is a garbage man.. but she thinks he's nice and all.. she is proud to have him but not too proud to tell other what he does for a living.. I know its unusual, cuz one should be laughing watching a comedy. but instead it got me thinking for the next 15 minutes..

What if I was a nice and polite garbage man.. Would my family members or loved ones disclose my occupation? Its a lot easy if the question "What do you do now?", is directed to me.. Cuz i think its easier to tell from the first person.. rather than "What does your son/husband/brother do?" to any of those close to me..Would they be able to tell them the truth? For the least, i know I make a living in an honest manner.. How do i tell others not to look down on ppl like that? How do i tell others that these ppl are not stupid or useless? Sure, if you make a better living, you're better.. But Life comes in different situations, sometimes it is fate that makes someone like that.. If all human are given the same fate.. Who would do that job? hah.. Mostly parents have a mindset that youngsters with low qualification are useless and worthless.. I believe that youngsters have different backgrounds.. For those who are lucky, they're usually better.. For those with tough luck, its harder for them.. I think if you read this and have "who cares? F*ck em.." in ur mind.. You're a lot useless.. Think about it.. Make the world a better place.. haha.. Close to impossible ain't it..

Enough of typing.. My mind is running to thoughts I won't prefer to have right now.. I have to rest.. Good day..
-Alfie