This is some shitty day...NOT!

haha.. perhaps, its a good day for me.. besides that i am still sick, and having headache for the whole day.. Today's highlight was the skit my group have to act.. you know, i dont act as well as my cousin on tv.. but the lecturer was impressed.. And to be proud of.. I was the one who wrote the script, but my group has a fair share of editing.. Haha.. I forgot one of my line towards the ending, and i accidentally say out "Oh Shit.. I forgot my line.." - haha on a positive side, the class laughed at it.. I went home straight after school.. yet, alone again haha..

I asked Zira abt my hair.. She told me to cut it.. And her reason was I dont look fresh with my hair a bit long.. Accidentally bumped into her yesterday on my way back home.. Had a good conversation with her.. I cant remember when was the last time i ever talked to her..

On the other note, I have a bit of thinkin' to do.. It caught up with me in a sudden and I wasn't prepared for it.. But i prefer not to ponder about it and let things be.. I mean, I'm not pushing for it.. I know how my mind works once i've started my deep thinking.. I won't let it bother me that much.. Cuz i wanna have a positive lookout for this weekend.. I think my team has a high chance of being the Champion.. that depends on the team and my mind.. If my mind isn't around the court.. There's a fair chance I'll let the team down..

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" Dear God,

For years I've wished and prayed hard to be where I am.. And thankfully, You've granted all my wishes, all but one.. Its the first wish that I have ever made, when I closed my eyes hard in concentration.. And as days,months,years passed by,You've still kept me waiting.. I've been dying to reach her, from somewhere I believe only You knew.. Then came one day, I was looking up, came someone that I barely knew.. Someone I thought You've sent.. For the wish that I've been waiting for.. But I wasn't rushing for it, cuz I know You've great powers and if I believe it too much.. I might be prevailed with devastation.. But, she has all i'd ever wished for.. My heart beat real fast when I think of her name.. And all her words that set a smile on me.. My ever weaknesses only You know.. If You know that, that isn't the answer and grant of my wish.. Please avoid any sadness and grief in my heart, and let me know it, before I fell for the trap You've set.. Cuz all this while I have a blindfold on my eyes cuz I trust You, have a plan for me.. Please guide me along this bearings, God..And let time be a friend, not a foe..

Your's sincerely,
From me.."
-A letter to God,from a boy who he thinks.. Has met an Angel..
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