Well, I need a breather.. And I havent have a thing to do for the past 30 mins.. I browsed my friendster's testimonial.. And honestly, some of em brought smiles from my face.. I really appreciate em.. It really helped me bring myself back down to who i am and i appreciate it a lot.. I havent been great, to be honest ppl.. Everything's okay but I don't seem to be enjoying my days like I feel I should.. I spent half of my day not doing anything but just thinking.. and thinking.. of things that I dont know why i thought of em..

I didn't go to school today, I have no mood for school today. Apart from the major reason is that, Arsenal lost a Champions League final all thanks to the Referee and Thierry Henry.. He missed vital chances like he's a semi-pro striker.. I thought to myself, if watching a football match is that much of a hurt.. I wont wanna watch another one on tv and just play football instead of watching em.. Its a pain to see a team working so hard as a unit throughout and that one man the team depend on gives the team the cold.. Honestly a heartbreak..

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I feel I am missing a thing.. Its not the first time.. I have a lot of things to say and share.. My happiness and my joy.. My sadness and my tears.. My anger and my frustration.. But all of it, i have been keeping em to myself.. I havent have someone that I trust that much to say those things out.. I'm always afraid of judgement from the person I've talked to.. My words are not meant to be shared.. History doesnt help me in any case.. So i feel in need at times but no help in return.. I don't have an answer .. Please answer me God..
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